HanashizenAyame

WARNING: Sadness/emo-ness/depression/violence/self-injury lies ahead. Please don’t read if you get depressed or triggered easily! This story also implies yaoi, only read if you like it. Laughter. Laughter all around me. Husky giggles and whispers between chews, shiny white teeth exposed to me, snorts creeping into my ears. They’re having fun, obviously enjoying themselves. I put down my chopsticks and take a sip of water, trying to get rid of the lump in my throat. I’m sitting next to familiar people, acquaintances, friends, but I feel unnoticed. They are talking to each other, chatting and babbling about things I know, p